Moved....

If you'd still like to know what I am up to....

ask me!

jane_yc@hotmail.com

I just want to curl up, cry till I sleep and wake up next to you.

I feel battered and worn out.

Why cant everything be simple?
Why cant you mean what you say?

Why does all these hurt so much?

Life is supposed to be many things.

but nothing seems to be for me.

I dreamt that after we went round in circles, searching and running that we were not meant to be. But a huge accident and a very long coma later, I couldn’t remember anything but you, and that I wanted to be with you and you were my soul mate. But it seemed like I had previously let my opportunity slip and I would have to be patient and wait for the next one.

Weird dreams…

Are they a reflection of our subconscious desires? Or are they coded messages from a greater someone?

Maybe you are my heaven,
And I am your hell.

For others,
Sometimes words fail.

For me it always does.
In more ways than one.

The more you keep at it.

The more you owe me.

Think about it.

Back in Perth.
The land where crows are huge and ugly,
So are the flies!
And back to the place where I can run away from it all.

Doesnt feel like school has started, even though I am already one week late.
I really need to crank up my engine and catch up!

You choice of company speak multitudes about you,
but your actions and words speak even more about you.

A leopard never changes its spot.
Nothing ever changes.
Why in the world would I have expected anything different?
Silly me!

You are a liar and a hypocrite.
You are a manipulator and you think you know it all.
You never fail to fail me, always letting me down.
And you cant seem to decide.

Just remember, you will always have to face the consequences of your decisions/actions, sooner or later.

I just feel like running and never look back
Where can I run to and where can I hide?